why ?

knp sih gara2 mikirin dia & gr2 bntr lg dia balik ke bandung gue jd sakit gni ? gue ngga ngerti !! baru kali ini gue sakit cm krn seseorang yg bisa dibilang baru dlm hidup gue . perhaps i think it's funny feeling i can sick because of him . hahahaha :'D bodohnya gue bisa smpe bgtu ! jujur aja yaa sbnrnya gue justru seneng , tp seneng2nya gue tetep aja merasa kehilangan . gila aja cuy ! 3 taun dia disana , 3 taun men !!! dan yg lbh sedihnya lg gue ngga bisa liat dia pergi krna slma 3 hari gue harus pergi ke luar kota buat berLDK ria hahaha :'D sedihnys gue ngga bisa liat dia saat pergi nanti ;"( gue bakal kangen berat sma dia . ngga yg manggil gue " bii , hun , darl , beb " hiks hiks :'( i'll be miss you my bii ryan :'((